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Nov. 25th, 2009 @ 05:19 pm soooooooooo
before i go shower to hopefully clear my sinuses some (i caught a cold at aac) just thought i'd let y'all know a few things

wedding: sept 5th or 6th, 2010 somewhere in mass
maid of honor: Eileen
best man: John Prussel
bridesmaids: Steph, Jackie, Jessie, Marie (Jen if she behaves)
groomsmen: Tony, Nick, Bones, Andrew (John if he behaves)
flowergirl: Julia


and that's all we have so far. i think we'll let the best man carry the ring cause we don't have any nephews the right age.

so yeah....shower time! yaaaaaaay
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kitty
Nov. 22nd, 2009 @ 09:05 pm Song D: This Is Me
Lying on the grass in the middle of the night
It’s cold and dark outside
And it always seems to match the feelings I have inside
My heart is tuned to the emptiness
This circle of black that seems to surround me…constantly

Sometimes you see it
And sometimes you don’t
But always it’s there eating away inside of me
There are days
When I’m not sure that I can make it
And you get mad at me for saying these things
But this is me

Lying in bed next to you
Lost inside my head
Trying to find that passion that I used to have
In the end it always seems
That everything precious to me…..always leaves

Sometimes you see it
And sometimes you don’t
But always it’s there eating away inside of me
There are days
When I’m not sure that I can make it
And you get mad at me for saying these things
But this is me

And I can’t help it
There are days I feel that magic is flowing from my fingertips
And there are days I feel that my soul is absorbing everything happy inside
And there are days that waking up is the hardest thing to do…
But still I have to…because I know
That there’s no guarantee that tomorrow will be the same
Everyday’s a gamble
You never know what side you’re gonna wake up on
Sometimes you’ll wake up and roll over and go back to sleep
But other days you’ll jump right up ready to take on anything in the world
And you do…..because you know
That there’s no guarantee that tomorrow will be the same

Sometimes you see it
And sometimes you don’t
But always it’s there eating away inside of me
There are days
When I’m not sure that I can make it
And you get mad at me for saying these things
But this is me
This is me
But this is….me
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Sep. 18th, 2009 @ 02:41 pm bravo! kyo-ya! mon ami!
XD mah new kitteh is so cute and fluffeh. and a little shit head but i still love him. i look like i ran into a pricker bush :D but besides his belly bein a little swollen from a couple worms (which will pass) he is 100% amazingly awesomeness absotively posolutely cuteness incarnate


smg.photobucket.com/albums/v344/ferretofdoom/Kyoya/

tamaki is a daddy's boy..but kyoya....nooooo...he shall be a mommy's boy <.<

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Aug. 28th, 2009 @ 02:23 pm nom nom nom
brocolli cheddar bread bowl while getting ready to play WoW and continue my efforts of getting my money and items that got ganked back.


on another note we're getting a little black fluffy kitten. his name is kyoya and he's soooooooo cute >0<
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Aug. 23rd, 2009 @ 03:35 am moving...
so pathfinder and i are moving back to maryland (for a while with my mom and probably eventually our own place but for now just with my mom in the basement). everytime i visit places are hiring, and i'm sure i can get hired by Luv My Pet again (manager loved me XD) 

mom said if we both have jobs we can get a puppy ^.^ idk what to get tho O_o.......so many choices! but it's gotta be small/medium....so the golden retriever i want will have to wait.....sigh. chihuahuas have bad biting habits with vets <.< so i don't really want one.....idk we'll probably go visit the shelter and see what they have. or petfinder.com....*shrug*

and i'm gonna probably have to do a semester at pgcc before i can apply to umd cp just so i can have recent grades for them to look at. once i get in tho...free college ftw.

yes i'm sad that we're leaving our friends up here...but in the long run it'll be easier i think. our financial problems will lighten (especially if i get a job too) and i've really missed my family a lot lately. plus free school <.< what can be better than that? i think they might even have a tech program at umd...idk i'll have to look

anyways....just thought i'd update you all....we'll probably be moving in about 5 weeks ish....parents have to get the basement ready and all and we have to finish clearing things up here. we'll probably get a storage room for a month to start packing and emptying the room <.< so much stuff in here.

ok....back to watching path play harvest moon :3
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Jul. 23rd, 2009 @ 01:57 pm what i have so far.....
Current Mood: creative

To stand at the edge of the world

And look back without regrets

The kind of life I wanted before setting out

On a brand new road of tests

 

But if you can’t have one thing

And you can’t have the next

Then what are you supposed to hold onto

When you have nothing left?

 

And when the heavens open up

And the rain starts to fall

I know I can smile once more

Knowing you’ll be there

Standing right by me

And when the sun goes beyond the horizon

And the moon rises up

I know I can sleep soundly tonight

Knowing you’ll be there

Holding me tight

 

To reach out to the brink

And stare into the endless space

While wrapped in warm thoughts of home

Forget the faults of human race

 

If they only look at the bad

And never look at the grace

Then how can they stand to stay standing there

Looking at the reflection of their face

 

And when the heavens open up

And the rain starts to fall

I know I can smile once more

Knowing you’ll be there

Standing right by me

And when the sun goes beyond the horizon

And the moon rises up

I know I can sleep soundly tonight

Knowing you’ll be there

Holding me tight

 

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kitty
Jul. 23rd, 2009 @ 10:45 am blarrgh
i......caught the con flues......icky.

yay for waking up every morning to hack up like a pound of mucus out of my chest. i'll be surprised if i still have my voice by the end of this. but as it is my head hurts, my throat hurts, my ears hurt, and my chest hurts. damn con flu

on a bright note. hanging out with eileen and robbie on sunday yaaaaay wow party!

now.....to eat one of those cinnamon buns i bought yesterday....
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kitty
Jul. 10th, 2009 @ 07:54 pm laaaaaaa
Current Location: panera south nash
Current Mood: ARGH!
Current Music: the blenders and people talking
i'm procrastinating.....procraaaastinatiiiing.....as interesting as biology is i'm procrastinating cause i can't find the damn answers and i'm sick of looking <.<


honestly...WHO CARES what type of skeleton helps an earthworm to move? seriously......WHO? and i don't know what structure develops into a pollen grain! nor do i know what a nematocyst is or what it's function is!

and i really...don't give a damn about the function of the water vascular system in echinoderms....i don't think i can even pronounce that! ...ok i can but still.....stop with the big words biology book! you're hurting my head!

so yeah....fuck biology...fuck it in the ass.....except that i can't cause half of biology doesn't HAVE an ass cause they're fricking plants and bactera and viruses and...and...and....amoebas! fuck amoebas! they can go 'GLORP' around something else and leave my brain alone!
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kitty
Jun. 26th, 2009 @ 02:25 am <.
there's too many sites i belong to to remember to post everywhere! *sighs* so yeah...atm looking into rooming with a friend....in mass...need to get out of this house cause it's like a fucking SAUNA with two fans going. part of me regrets putting in that insulation now.....but it helped during the winter at least <.<

aaaaand my foot is going numb T_T damn


bed time zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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kitty
Dec. 2nd, 2008 @ 12:12 pm ~Still Breathing~
Current Mood: artistic
Can you hear me here?
Cause I don't think I can hear you where you are now
Are you the whisper in the wind?
Are you the rolling thunder?

As I stand here alone
I like to think
I can feel you
But the truth is I'm not sure
I can feel anymore at all now
Won't you give me a sign
Touch my face
So I know, that I'm still breathing

It's a glistening sunrise
And it touches my body oh so softly
Just like you used to do
Maybe the dark would give me some solace tonight

As I stand here alone
I like to think
I can feel you
But the truth is I'm not sure
I can feel anymore at all now
Won't you give me a sign
Touch my face
So I know, that I'm still breathing

Why can't you still be here?
You should be holding me close
Telling me it's all just a dream and it's almost over
Tell me why aren't you here?
Don't you care?
Tell god that I need you here with me

And as I'm falling apart....
I hear....you whisper
Calling my name.
And I know...that you're with me
Saying goodnight
Well my love I'll see you shortly
(wait for me.....don't let me wake up from this dream)

And as I stand here alone
I like to think
I can feel you
But the truth is I'm not sure
I can feel anymore at all now
Won't you give me a sign
Touch my face
So I know, that I'm still breathing
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kitty
Nov. 30th, 2008 @ 09:20 pm little icon thingys


found them on an ebay page selling some one piece stuff. thought they were cute so i was like "GANK"....ace's shoulder looks funny tho
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kitty
Nov. 5th, 2008 @ 09:40 am wooohoooo
i'm glad obama won..........now maybe i can actually get some rights!
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Oct. 30th, 2008 @ 07:24 pm argh
so work has to fail epically...and has me working 10am-7pm tomorrow...and 2:30pm-11pm saturday....whyyyy? that leaves like...no time for teh tonytony ace ;.; oh well...guess it'll mostly be tonytony and path



*bawls eyes out*
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on a leash
Oct. 23rd, 2008 @ 02:47 pm our kitty....
Current Mood: artistic
is now on lolcats

http://mine.icanhascheezburger.com/view.aspx?ciid=2373853

http://mine.icanhascheezburger.com/view.aspx?ciid=2373836

http://mine.icanhascheezburger.com/view.aspx?ciid=2373806

yay for boredom!
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kitty
Oct. 21st, 2008 @ 07:23 pm bye bye birdie......
Current Mood: unable to think
so chris' (path's....josh's....whoever you know him as) dad just called.....alicia went up to say bye to the animals in our room and came running down screaming......

hunny died (the one with the missing foot and the other foot gimpy)



life just really hates me right now i guess hahaha.
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kitty
Oct. 21st, 2008 @ 11:22 am blaaaarrgh
puke-age=suckage

tho on wow it looks kinda funny lol green liquid spurting 5 feet in the air away from your char.....lol

aac was ok minus working almost the whole time....mets cool people like [info]venomized  :D yay tony tony ace. it is no longer tony tony chopper....it is tony tony ace lol

path decided that he could no longer be friends with sarah ([info]pmastamonkmonk ) because she is stuck up, won't accept any help even if she needs it and we were just gonna like...help at table stuff and shit, stabs people in the back if shit doesn't benefit her, and does not know any restraint around people and throws insults left and right not caring who she might hurt...even friends. so screw her, we don't need her. and if CoTU ever drops her she better not even TRY  to come crawling back to us cause she will get a boot up in her eye. he's done with her bs....i've BEEN done with her bs, and we ain't gonna deal with it no more.

other than that some friends and us are pulling together a chrono cross group ^_^ yay i'm gonna be doc! lol

HEALS FTW!!!

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kitty
Jun. 12th, 2008 @ 01:03 pm Mash, my future MEME of not so acurate death!!
Current Mood: bouncy
Behold... My Future
I will marry Pathfinder.
After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Japan in our fabulous House.
We will have 3 kid(s) together.
Our family will zoom around in a Teal SS Chevy Chevel.
I will spend my days as a Stay at home mom, and live happily ever after.
whats your future

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kitty
Feb. 14th, 2008 @ 05:40 pm stupid @#)(&!$)(&!@# job
Current Mood: pissed off
the past few weeks at work have been pretty hard for me with chris being sick and all from his now pulled tooth. on monday i called out last minute because i made the decision that chris needed to see a doctor and needed to see a doctor NOW...my boss didn't apparantly like that and he doesn't CARE if it's emergency or not, he's bitched at my friend fran who had to call out because she had to take her grandson to the hospital because he wasn't fucking breathing! that, ladies and gentlemen, was who i worked for.

Not anymore, mind you. i stopped in today after dropping chris off at panera to get my paycheck and i (thank god i did) looked at the schedule. he had crossed off my name for the rest of the week and replaced it with some girl named crystal. i talked with fran and she said she'd talk to rob and ask what was going on. she texted me a little bit later saying that i was on probation for next week, and would only be getting one or two nights.

i told her to tell him that i quit. she asked if i was sure. i said "yeah, i'm sick of his whiney ass and barb (a co-worker) spreading rumors about everybody."

so now i get to do the whole job searching thing again but i really don't give a damn. i hated it there. i never even SAW my boss. it was like i didn't have one at all.

so yeah....i'm jobless but i don't mind.
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look like harry potter <.<
Feb. 6th, 2008 @ 04:38 pm hahahaha oh the IRON-y
Current Music: The Walk - Hanson
so totally after i made pathfinder some mac n' cheese(that I had talked him into buying because I wanted it) before i took him to work, we were in the car and he suddenly said "i think your pot is shedding because there's bits of paint in the mac n' cheese" and i was like wtf? so i looked and sure enough....there's lots and lots of little pieces of black chips in the food. he kinda joked it off and was like "guess i kinda do need the extra iron" but i think it's completely disgusting >.< i still ate the rest of what was in the bowl and in the pot cause i was hungry and i don't believe in wasting food (unlike our roomies <.<...they OBVIOUSLY have never starved before......starving changes your outlook on food somewhat). so if path and i get very sick......we know why lol. but i'm definantly like....never using that pot ever again. ew....
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Feb. 4th, 2008 @ 06:42 pm bwah
so here's the dealio, i ask the questions, you give the answers, and i know 36 more things about you that i might previously not have known :P

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?

2) What was your dream growing up?

3) What talent do you wish you had?

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?

5) Favorite vegetable?

6) What was the last book you read?

7) What zodiac sign are you?

8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.

9) Worst Habit?

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?

11) What is your favorite sport?

12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.

16) Do you have any pets?

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?

18) What was your first impression of me?

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

22) What color eyes do you have?

23) Ever been arrested?

24) Bottle or can soda?

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

27) What's your favorite place to hang at?

28) Do you believe in ghosts?

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

30) Do you swear a lot?

31) Biggest pet peeve?

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?

35) Do you believe in God?

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
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